Sunday, April 26, 2009

Friday, April 24, 2009

Streets Lined With Your Light


Hate to be the one to say it, not that you will listen

you've let me down so many times, I don't understand the logic

I'm sorry to have bothered you, I promise to keep my distance

Seems to me, Theres something you're not telling me here

Luck you, you may never have to explain, I'm done.

Thursday, April 23, 2009

Pour La Belle Femme Francais


I've said it once and I'll say it again.
I've got something hanging over my head.
I was laying on your shoulder.
Perfectly content.
Until you told me all over again.

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Time To Say Goodbye

You're not crying for me, for what I've seen and who I am. You're crying because this is the one thing I could do to let you down. Just don't forget, there's a reason for each and everything I do. Maybe this is me trying to find control in the chaos you push me into. So why do I always come back to you.

Forever Was Never For Me



Did the sunshine blind us from the reality, did the sunglasses shield my eyes while I lied right to your face, do you really think I have the time to keep traveling through the past with our hopeless romance

Thursday, April 16, 2009

Girl With A Pearl

I wish I could say something profound to you to make you understand. I wish you could understand, even when you're laying next to me, I don't know what I want from you. It's not the same as what you need from me. You said you need me, need me more each day, I don't need you at all. I don't need you at all, not then & not now, I swear I don't need you at all.

You lay next to me, entwine your hands in mine. I can't remember why I ever let go, I can't remember. Why can't I remember. I can't remember why I said goodbye to you, on that snowy day. You held me for so long, but I can't remember. I don't want to, I don't want to, I don't want to feel it all again. I don't want to see it again, read your words again, feel your love again. It was too much, too much, too much for me. I don't love you, I never could again. You tore me down and threw me around. For a few hopeless moments I felt you were the one. I can't remember why..I just can't remember why


Wednesday, April 8, 2009

That was my big romantic gesture

A letter by Lord Byron written to Lady Byron
All I can say seems useless - and all I could say might be no less unavailing - yet I still cling to the wreck of my hopes, before they sink for ever. Were you, then, never happy with me? Did you never at any time or times express yourself so? Have no marks of affection of the warmest and most reciprocal attachment passed between us? or did in fact hardly a day go down without some such on one side, and generally on both? Do not mistake me: I have not denied my state of mind - but you know its causes - and were those deviations from calmness never followed by acknowledgements and repentance? Was not the last that recurred more particularly so? and had I not - had we not the days before and on the day we parted - every reason to believe that we loved each other? that we were to meet again? Were not your letters kind? Had I not acknowledged to you all my faults and follies - and assured you that some had not and could not be repeated? I do not require these questions to be answered to me, but to your own heart. ***It is torture to correspond thus, and there are things to be settled and said which cannot be written. You say it is my disposition to deem what I have worthless? Did I deem you so? Did I ever so express myself to you, or of you to others? You are much changed within these twenty days or you would never have thus poisoned your own better feelings and trampled on mine. Ever your most truly and affectly.
B.

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Of love in poetry


'' Tonight I'm falling asleep alone, without my love beside me. The luxury of lingerie and gold, none of that matters now, without you. What good is it, without you. And she fell asleep to the sound of a harp, the moon high in the sky, without you. "

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Spin You Around

I'm not quite sure what I'm looking for, I'm not quite sure I want the answers to my questions. I can't pretend to be what I'm not, I can't pretend to love what I do not. If what I'm looking for is you, and you answer all of my question. If you take me for who I am, and don't demand my love. I might reconsider.


Image Credit Speck In Time